Split Persona

Saturday, January 9, 2016

That Time those Years withint a Week of a Month in a Day

Firework falls
Leaving sparks
Of dust
So I lip "Happy New Year"
With a kiss

Their fur falls
Leaving a mess
On my pillow
So I wash
With complete surrender

My Galaxy falls
Leaving a black screen
Of an unidentifiable vibration
So I let go
With willing spirit

The paint falls
Leaving a pattern
Of a teak tree
So I carve
With your memories

His hair falls
Leaving a mark
Of confusion
So I breathe in
With a pausing heart

Your word falls
Leaving your oral cavity
On deaf ears
So I hide
With silence

The year falls
Leaving a new hope
Of a end
So to speak
With time

Brooke Shaden

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

April is the cruellest month, bleeding

I am not here
Any more

Left in the Dark Places
His three-storey apartment

Full spectrum, bliss
Their bird nest

Will you fight for me?

Withdrawal and lies
Lack of passion
Oxytocin, dopamine
Magic potion
Iambic metre
Pagan Poetry
Time space, space time
Fourth dimension
Innerer Schweinehund

Oh my

Don't touch me
I bite and chew

Chubby fingers

You are not here
Any longer

Gone Girl
Sexual Connection
Dark Places
A Brief History of Time
Charles Burns

Thursday, March 5, 2015

Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness.



I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier till this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer.

I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been.


It has been
One month and 5 days

A fire of unknown origin
Took my baby away


I've been here before
I've seen this room
I've walked this floor
I used to live alone before I knew you

I can't write my own
is a sin
It's a cold
and b
r   o
k e


“I’m a closet optimist.”
"I can't fight any longer"
“Patti, did art get us?"

Friday, February 14, 2014

There's not much to talk about

I fear you
who are so good with the spoken language.

in or out of my mouth
makes any sense.

The more you spoke
The less I understand



Tuesday, January 21, 2014

7 January 2009 at 23:13 - still valid


Oh bloody hell
she's still waiting
80 miles away
from my door step
for the chance
a mere coincidence
of a dog pass by
so she could leave
there she stands
first comes a bastard
then a bitch
pure reflection from a mirror
10 gallons of distilled water
pour down the road
60 thousand-dollar notes
the kid looks extremely puzzled
"lawn mower"
20 cents
i owe him my eyelashes
steal his shoulders
cannot and did not
hide anything from them
apart from his other part
he also blows his mind
please stop your doubts
never lie to you
fall for her
kiss his lips
drink their blood
full of love
simultaneous trust
70 minutes more
what a mess
our distance
each other
we have to avoid
3 dozens
20 centimetres
29.4 litres
521 threads of hair
my heart
61 eye balls
9 wrinkles
8 decibel
-50.1 pounds
42 phone calls
9.3% fat
63 drops

in short
that's how much i miss you

Friday, November 15, 2013

Quando ho smesso di scrivere?

Because you have a sincere smile
Like James Franco
There goes
Who's not shallow?

Those sleepless hours
Regardless of day
Or night
What're dreams for anyway?

Beside me, your warmth
Like a kitten's purr
Hell no
How to not love?

Time and distance
Reach a limit
Whose rules are they anyway?

Because he is a fine liar
Unlike me or you
Which blows
When should this end? 

I have to say bye
This cannot go on


You smiled


Saturday, August 17, 2013

"Non ti abbandonerò mai!"

Non conosci ancora niente di me

Because we Catholics are such hypocrites...
My eyes opened
You sealed the deal
Everything is based on fantasy

Non conosci veramente una persona

Because the beauty blinds your mind
Words she manipulates
Technology he enslaves
Inspirational desire

Everything can be fake Virgil: joy, pain, hate, illness, recovery... even love.

Because the enclosure I put myself in
Stockholm syndrome
What kills the cat
Lust encourages

And I'm absolutely sane as long as we're together

Because Abramović warned you
to avoid falling for an artist
Forgery Original
Original Forgery

Don’t you know me? 

Because the characters she delivers deceive you
For you could never guess what she is
Fragile yet tough
Cruel intentions

Don’t you know me by now?

cruel intentions
before sunrise (milkshake)
the artist is present
la migliore offerta
absolute beginner (carla bruni)