i can't save you again

So
do you actually believe that I am happy?

sorry
for all the lies
it was her finger
but also his
the truth is narrow

thin
smile
just an act
all an experiment
a collection of blessings
trashed
into the void

you know
am fucked up
then why
you trusted me?

only
play along
who will tell you
everything's gonna be fine

all
pretend
never even in Italy
not employed by Muslim
solely preoccupied by you
look forward to the future?

why would you even look for happiness?
why would you even think I fall in love

again?

drama
a fucking mind fucker
please remember this
beautiful