C**T

i like Simon Owens' I AM A C**T WALLET



i like Simon Owens' MV of New York, I Love You But You Are Bringing Me Down by LCD Soundsystem

i cried when they played New York I Love You But You Are Bringing Me Down in skins season 2 episode 9
when Cassie took off her jumper in Adam's apartment
it sounds better in skins than gossip girl
i like Cassie with the green apple
i am a sucker for sad endings

i like it when things fall apart

it goes like this
you start to have crazy thoughts when you have too much free time on your hand
you talk a little bit less
sometime you even prefer silence than talking to anybody at all
then you automatically drift away when they are talking to you
you reply "fuck yeah" to every comment they make
not necessarily agreeing with their point
that's if they even got one
it's really heart-breaking
and there is too much feeling within that you can't seem to explain in words
because maybe only you know yourself

but seriously
i am very happy every time you call
though reluctant to pick up as always

sorry
it
doesn't mean i don't care

I Love You
But you're freaking me out

p.s. i miss post-a-levels

links:
simon owens
skins - cassie